Birthday!

Do you know about the sensation when you arrives at the age which when you were a child would like to be?!
i've a lot of emotions... I'm happy because i remeber when i said "I would like to be 18" but i think that the time past very very fast! And it's a bad sensation because with these, i remember the weekends with my cousins when we played football, drew... And now, we are old, we don't play...
Now, we talk about.. basicly the present and the future; about the studies, love, films, books, tv, football, jokes...
Or when its a birthday, like today, we talk about stories of our life and its at this moment when i feel old!
But i'm pround, because i feel that i live the life every second of that! And that's AMAZING!